It's not a bad thing after all =)

~ Just because you apologized
Doesn't mean my heart
Is magiacally fixed ~

******

im already at ipoh with my sis and dad

ahahah well. practically...

on the way here. we went IKANO, THE CURVE, ECURVE

just to 'hunt' for new phones

and new number for my sister

when in and out the same shop

finally got a new number for my sis.

and got back my PREVIOUS 0173737800 number!!

EEE!! IM SO EXCITED

went to have lunch. on the way walking to

THE CHICKEN RICE SHOP

saw a handphone shop.

OHSEM!! >< went to inquire about it

who knows!!!

DEAL! (pfffttt) straight away bought 2 exact phones

for my sis and I

THANK YOU DADDY!! LOVE YOU SO MUCH! xoXO

blablabla.. arrived ipoh. played with the new phone

so excited about it =DDDDDDDD

ahahah...

the sad part is, NO LONGER GOING HONGKONG

BUT!!

going singapore! LOL.

soo... OKAYY LARH.. doesn't matter anyway

cuz imma still going holidays

=)

always have faith in GOD cuz he plans the BEST for us.

now i got an EVEN-BETTER-PHONE.

THANK GOD =DD

Don't doubt, just lead

~Don't always say
''There's still time''
Because there's also a concept of
"It's too late!"~

*********

had a performance ytd in school.

ZOMG! it was under the 1pm-hot-and-radiant-sun

we can barely even see the flyers

that we need to change the lib ext to prep level

how awesome >
anyways, after performance went home str8

bathed and got myself clean

POOOF!! went off the church for evening service

SUPPOSE to have late lunch with SOMEONE

but SHE just ffk-ed me. LOL jkjk

( chill la. dun angry la ahahhahaha )

had tomyam laksa and went to church

had a great time in church

went home.

my day's done. =D

It's too late, I'm dancing this dance alone

~ When life knocks you down on you knees
remember you're in a
perfect position to pray ~

*******

I feel so lifeless nowadays...

Doing nothing at home =.=

haih!~ anyways...

went to skl today at 8 plus. LOL

for some library duty...

spent my whole morning with tons of book

how pathetic right!? -.-

but still have teeny meeny lil time

chatting and talking craps with frenz

AHAHAHAHAH

ohw. about the class trip to genting....

GOSH! so depressing.. ....

many problems =S

hope its still going on eventually *prays*

alrite... lazy to write more.

bye~ =D

If only I could turn back time, I would.....

~ Why am I so afraid to lost you,
When you are not even mine? ~

******

Hello world!!

last day in this BORED hotel...

Im going back tmr! yeah!! *winks*

So cold and hungry

(off to order room service)

WWhheheee...!~

so bored!!

wanna go gym =DD

p/s : I miss you <3

I don't wanna talk about it~

why do i get jealous so easily?? D:

feel so ... =S

haih ='(

can anyone trustable to talk to? omg...

SO DOUBTFUL la.. whether to or not to

sometimes i just have the URGE to

but sometimes, SOMETHING happened

that it just KILLS AND FLUSHES the urge away....

in the end, im so puzzled!

left with confused mind tat NO ONE could ever understand

=(( i wud appreciate some hint

nights!

Touch my heart and I'll be yours

~Never say goodbye when you still want to try.
never give up when you still feel that you can take it.
never say you no longer love a person when you can't let go~

******

had my dinner.. fish n chips

laying on the bed chatting

how bored it is. =.=

o.O suddenly i miss my bro in UK.

wonder how's he doing there...

im so jealous... but ANYWAY

i'll be NEXT to go... wakakkakakakaka

update later on... =D

ʇsǝʍ oʇ ʇsɐǝ ɯoɹɟ ǝlıɯs ǝɯ ǝʞɐɯ llıʍ ,,noʎ ǝʌol ı,, ǝldɯıs ∀

~Last night i wanted to send u a msg,
but all i could write was: "noh ss!w !".
it didn't make much sense until
i read it upside down...~

******

IM so bored... IM SO BORED!

post PMR depression...

CRapnesS!! im online-ing the WHOLE DAY!

CRAP!! omg... im so bored.

can anyone keep me accompanied?!

=( im so... bored and cold.

freezing... =( so bored so bored so bored...

ggahhhh... he went to skl

and imma S-O B-O-R-E-D!

wad shud i do? hmmm...

count sheeps?! LOL.

OMG! IM SO BORED!!!!

i hate my LIFE right now. >=|

so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored

Dew that falls on both nettles and lilies.

~ Just shut up and kiss me ~

*********

okay. im so bored right now that i can blog like ten times a day =.=

its so cold in here .. i can barely move my hands.. FREAKING cold!

(hope he's there to hold my hands)

ANYWAYS!! LOL

sooner or later the tissue box is gonna finish

and i'll call the house cleaning guy to send another one

ahahah! OMG! IM SO BORED!

argh! back to blog later. *winks*

BYE!

(whisper) * LOVE YOU... =D *

Love is the enchanted dawn of every heart.

~Better never to have met you in my dream
Than to wake and reach for hands
That your not there~

*********

wheEEeeeEEEee~ my blog is SO DEAD. ahahha

promised to make it alive after PMR

so here i am. ahaha xD

im so lost on what to blog about, its been so long

erm! oh wells, im currently in Kuantan with my daddy.

staying in the hotel doing nothing is kinda bored... (except for the air cond and facilities) xD

but not going to school is so awesome! =D

can't wait for 28th of dec =S

i'll blog again later. chiaoz!!~

I once trusted you, but you make me fall

~ You wonder how you'd make it through

I wonder what was wrong with you

Because how could you give your love to someone else

Yet share your dreams with me

Sometimes the only thing you're looking for

Is the one thing you can't see ~

******

OMGOSH! my blog is so dam DEAD!!!

wth eh...

nvm. i'lthe fun part! PLAYING STATION GAMES! yeah! >l still update once in a blue moon!

hahash

lets me see... hmmM! ytd was awesome!

had cheer practice for NESTLE PERFORMANCE this sunday at 1U

followed by interact club! haahhah!

3 station games!

awesome GAMES! seriously...

then we played ''trust and have faith in your friend'' game

in which a partner

one has to fall back (closing the eyes)

the other one has to catch FROM THE BACK!

how nice it is huh?!

THANK GOD my partner didnt drop me! hahas.. yEaH!

last saturday....was a SUPERB tiring day for me

had cheer practice as usual in the morning 8 till 12pm

str8 away went to skl to help out in the IU preparation till 4pm

went gymnastic class from 5 till 7pm

at night went out to summit to buy heels for IU day

well...sunday wasn't any better though

woke up 7 in the morning.went skl and help out for IU again!

went home around 10am and got myself ready along with stephanie

weilun came and fetch us to skl for IU DAY!

what a rush !!

it was fun except the SUDDEN BLACK OUT! hahah.. (no electricity)

pole dancing was SO SO SO COOL!~!! uhuh!! yeah...

pictures are mostly in facebook la.

so GO CHECK IT OUT! hehehhe

im going tuition soon! i think

another 15 mins! hhahah

tmr got INTERSIVE CHEER PRACTICE agaiN!

and sunDAY is our SHOW! !!

LEO IU is CUMING UP!

the AUDITION is NEXT WEEK!

wth! DUNNO whether still can perform for LEO IU

cuz our dance is NOT DONE! cRRAP! *argh *

*fingers crossed* wish me luck!

dun wanna be disappointed and cry again

oh wellls...

I AM SO DAM TIRED these day

often fell asleep in class! gosh!

those teacher are SO SO BORING!

guesss what!? i have 2 camps consecutively

which is on the 14th till 16th of june ~ cheer camp

and 17th till 19th of june ~ librarian camp

LOL! i have no idea how tired Im gonna be

but still! I HAVE TO GO BOTH!

hehheee.... it'll be fun i guess!

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST! tats why...

okie! i better get going before im late

for maths and science tuition!

LOVE Y'ALL! mUAXXxxX!

Cheerleading is more than a sport, it's my attitude

~ Missing someone gets easier every day
Because even though it's one day further
From the last time you saw each other
It's one day closer to the next time you will ~

*****

been very busy these days.. hahah

my blog is so dead! yes i know!

hmm...had ChEER PERFORmance last sunday. was seriously a BLAST

wanna see some pics?

go to my facebook and view all u want

there's a short vid of the performance too

hahah!!

been staying back in skl almost everyday

for the LEO IU audition

performing dance AGAIN!

hope it doesn't go into the drain again

like previously...

my partner! >xing juN! (which i dun really know how to pronounce)

haha! SORRY IF U'RE READING

u're still be my best partner! LMAO'

anyways, PROJECtS are killing me!! argH!

lotsa projects to do

oh CRAP! i just realised tis fri i have to COOK during KH

and i HAVEN't buy any ingrediants yet! LOL

GOSH!!

wat else i missed?? hmm...

i think tats bout it!

going out for lunch now! CHiaOS!

Happiness is like a kiss. You must share it to enjoy it

~ Some day you'll cry for me like I cried for you
Some day you'll miss me like I missed you
Some day you'll need me like I needed you
Some day you'll love me but I wont love you ~

*****

*oh crap*

exams over

hols started

here i am

bloggin' im so sorry!

i've been very busy these days

so so so sorry!

i'll try to post up as many pics as i could

LOL

im sorry!

anyways.. cuming back here!

lets see...!

gym was awesome! totally made my day!

great handsprings.. front and back! *hurray for that*

ended up having sprained ankle and twisted wrist...

LOL! i know! it sucks! but.. haha! its worthful cuz

I MANAGED TO DO THE FREAKING HANDSPRINGS! hehehs

o.0 doing maths now! dam hard!

indices and fractions are killin' me right now

any help please?

hhahas! cheer comptitions are around the corner :

1 more month to sports day performance

2 more months to C3 competition

3 more months to cheer camp

4 more months to CHEER 2010'

guess what? LEO IU auditions too!

oh crap! i've missed INTERACT's one..

lets hope i wont miss LEO's

sigh! my life are full of ups and downs.

hahas! not sure if its a good thing or bad

anyways... outing with ex-classmates?

its not working very well though

outing with B****es still PLANNING horh?!

ouu lala! interact IU is on the NEXT SUNDAY

wheepeee!! can't wait

seriously! hmm hmmph hmmph hmmp hmm! lol *winks to miss tong*

LOL.. yeap! thats all la! i'll be posting my chiang mai pics

SOON!! very soon... =DD

stay tuned! ehehhehehehe

You're ugly. I'm busy. Have a nice day =)

~ All in all, I have no regrets
The sun still shines, the sun still sets
The heart forgives, the heart forgets
One more kiss, even though it's come to this
I'll close my eyes and make a wish
Hoping you'll remember ~

*****

STUDY STUDY STUDY~

EXAM EXAM EXAM~

today's the 2nd day of exam

2 more to go

was actually studying

but tmr's test doesn't really freak me out

and i'm bored and tired of being a nerd

studying the entire day

so here i am...

BLOGGIN'

haha... let's see>>>

hmmm

BM~SUPERB HARD! *fingers crossed* to get an A

SEJARAH~ SO SO la... not really that hard.BUT STILL HARD! lol

MORAL~GREAT! in fact, i was EATING WHILE doing MORAL TEST! as if the teacher was INVINSIBLE and I WAS IN MY HOUSE!!! no doubts!~ trust me! ryte jas? LOL

ENGLISH~ SUPERB EASY! LOL... *i think so*

MATHS~ EASY le... not really that hard as i thought it would be

GEOGRAPHY~common sense only la... din't really study much on that though.hahah! it has always been that way when it comes to GEO for me...yea...

so... i think this exam is quite easy la overall

not really that stress as form 2. IDK why. It should be the other way round in fact... LOL

i think that's bout' it...

i gotta get going...

i meant

get 'studying' hahaha

DUN SAY I DIN'T UPDATE A!!!

LOL...

p/s : TONIGHT

p/ss : BITCHES

p/sss : STALKING is FUN

LOL LOL LOL LOL~

If you don't have a smile, I'll give you one of mine =)

~ Forget the times you walked by
Forget the times you've made me cry
Forget the times you held my hand
Forget the sweet things if I can
I can no longer pretend
I have to remember now
That we're just friends
But you've showed me
That we aren't even friends right now ~

*****

OMG!! saturday went GYM!

I FINALLY DID MY FREAKING BACK HANDSPRING

ARGH~ i am SO DAM HAPPIE AND hyper!

lol.... AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!

IM SO SO SO HAPPY!!!

YEAH!!!

gym is always awesome!

see it in facebook video! lol

GYM is always fun and awesome

Im addicted to gym right now.. hehe

anyways... SORRY for those chiang mai pictures...

I'll update it RIGHT after SKL's EXAM.yea =)

SIGH~i really wanna cry for now

i dint sign in my facebook ytd

and guess what i got in my inbox

AUDITIONS for TEAM MALAYSIA!

CHARM! omg... its 14 years and above

the audition was YTD (28th feb)!! in GYM~

and i JUST saw it! OMG

i MISSED it... they're gonna COMPETE IN THE

SOUTH EAST ASIA (SEA) CHAMPIONSHIPS

AHHH!!! i missed that freaking chance for audition!!

AAAWW.. im so sad.... i shud have signed it

SHOOT LARH~CHARM!!! ='(

='( it's like one in a million chance ya know! ='(

wth wth wth ... stupid me!

sigh.. haih...

='( *crying**

anyways... exams NOW!!

four days... okayy le.

not really that stress as BEFORE.idk why..

maybe bcuz it's the 1st test =D

im studying hardcore these days...

COME ON'... give me a break!

haih... AUDITION FOR TEAM MALAYSIA!!

14 years and above!!! and im 15 ~!! so wasting la...

i dint sign in ONE day ny... then miss-ED it liao

='( *seriously, crying*

.........

front handspring

back handspring

I'm working my ass off it...

Wish me luck!

CHARM!!!!!!!!~~~

gtg study now... bye~

I MISSED IT!!!

p/s : back handspring! i really hope YOU see it!

p/ss : i'm so screwed!! ='(

p/sss : TEAM MALAYSIA!!! CHARM... I DIDNT GO FOR THE AUDITION!!! ='(

p/ssss : Im so so so friggin' S-A-D.. and yes! i meant SAD!! as in crying..... sigh

Enjoy yourself. It's later than you think

~ Dancing is wonderful for girls
It's the first way you learn to guess what
A man is going to do before he does it~

*******

wow~came back from chiang mai last sun

then school start on mon!

what a rush!

its okay... hmmm

will post up some chiang mai pics for y'all

for now

im busy with homeworks, projects and EXAMS!

having headache nowadays

idk why

i think maybe its because the

freaking weather is SUPERB HOT

that causes it

anyway... AUDITION is next next THURSDAY!

OMGHEE!! gotta start the routine and song editing

nvm that! im just so random

today in school

WE were so random ..

that we talked about random stuff

like~~~

hahah... NTG!~

*jas, sy and xy, i think y'all know*

IU is on the 28th of March (Sunday)

interested??

THEN COME!!! ~

its gonna be FUN!

yeah...

going tuition!

CIAOZ!

p/s : pics of chiang mai will be updated..... 'S-O-O-N'

p/ss : HEHEHHEHEHEHE

p/sss : YO ''BITCH''!! DON'T BE ONE! LOL

I miss you so bad

~ I wish you can hear me

I remember it clearly

The day you walk away

Was the day I knew it won't be the same ~

****

GAHHH!!! why!! argh...

why can't i stop thinking about it~

ish ish ish... nvm that

oh wells

Im in thailand RIGHT NOW!

LOL

going shopping almost everyday and MASSAGE TOO!!

hehehh

things here are superb CHEAP~ ouulalaa~

so yeah... i'll post up some pics

SOME DAY, when i get back

WHICH IS ON THE SUNDAY

haih... have to miss gym class AGAIN

OMGHEE!! i hate missing gym class

anyways... its just a short update.

i gtg now. ITS 1am in the morning

LOL and I'm still in the hotel lobby using the comp

CHAOZ~ MUAXX

The times we were happy together are worth the times I cry alone

~ My heart was taken by you
Broken by you
And now it is in pieces
Because of you ~

********

argh.. im so nusy these days

with the valentine's sales in school

the order!!!

SO MANY!!! omg....

i'm so afraid that we can't finish it

ON TIME!!

='(

anyways... im sad

because...... yeah...

i think MOST of you knows why

*i hope not*

but... I'M SAD!!! ='(

why must i be like that huh?

idk o.o

nvm that.. its okay to be sad. its normal

is it?

MY EYES!! OMG.... swollen le

idk... i think red ants gua....

DAM PAINFUL lu~

wwooooO!!! ='(

i look super retarded with one of my eyes

SWOLLEN

hmm... someone's coming back tmr

Im so excited

hahahha... too bad many can't go

nvm nvm...

i gtg now

having maths and science tuition

sorry! i know my blog is SUPER dead

YES I KNOW JASLYN!

lol... i'll try to update it as many as possible

just DON'T hit me

aaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

dun slap me yo!

hahah..

BYE!

MUAXX~

*********

Take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me
Is against all odds
And that's what I've got to face

I'm crying. But idk why... gonna wipe off those tears and go to tuition.

Sadness flies away on the wings of time

~ Have you ever been hurt at
the place tries to heal a bit.
And you just pull the scar
off of it over and over again ~

******

back from school

but gotta go tuition in another half and hour time

was SO sick in skl

not only me

but siew yi too!

she's having soar throat and fever

and I'm having soar throat as well as flu

argh!! it kills~

didnt had a good sleep ytd night

was in pain of the SOAR THROAT

woke up a couple of times in the middle of the night

haih~ so today was tired in skl

slept in the class WHEN EVER i could do so

not as hyper as ytd

IDK why ?? o.o

oh yeah... and the place where I'm sitting

is so dam freaking H-O-T!

teacher made me sit by the window

HELL NO!!

I WAS SO HOT!

='(

everything went wrong today

idk why?? o.o

lol??

anyways....

sigh

i don't know

what to say

so

BYE!

Its a full stop. I'm sorry

~ You used to love me

You used to hug me

But what isn't okay

What I have to say ~

*****

OMG!! my blog is soOOooo D-E-A-D!!

yeahh... have been very busy these days... awww!! sorry

anywayss.... just a short update =)

hmm... valentine's day is just around the corner!

LOL thanks to FUND-RAISING for cheerleading club

I've been very headache of the SALEs and blahblahblah

and i went home

Was already half dead... tired!!

nvm that as usual had cheer prac ytd afternoon

and gym's gonna change time

THIS SATURDAY 6pm till 9pm

I'm soooOOo gonna die there!

hmmm... skl's fine

great time with frenz

SOME ONE'S STALKING!!!

hahhahah... ooouu lala

=D LOL i can't stop laughing....

LOL yea.... good luck in that yo!

this sat morning gotta go for a competition in summit

wish me luck people!!

sunday.... gotta start DOING....~ eerrr!

LOL can't tell... it's a secret!! heheh *winks*

i think that's bout it~

gtg now!

*fingers crossed* hope i can finish EVERYTHING that

I'm suppose to finish

*pray*

BYE!!!

It starts and ends with you

~ When love is lost,
do not bow your head in sadness;
instead keep your head up high and
gaze into heaven for that is where
your broken heart has been sent to heal ~

*****

*cries* can someone comfort me?

I really need some one to do so

I'm really sad now

Disappointment~

[sigh] i don't know what to do

it always my fault huh?

till TODAY! even after things HAD happened

you are still blaming me?

is it completely my fault??

is it always 1 party's fault???

think it yourself!

I wish my friends were here

each time I shed tears

i may seemed tough outside

but... *fake smile* I'm so not!

I wish y'all will be here to cheer me up

it not that easy ya know!

be it~

be it! if you wanna continue to be like that

I've got nothing more

TO SAY!

I've been crying

for the past few days

I just can't stop

and IDK why....

i really need y'all now!

seriously!

it'll be a lot better if we could like...

go out! shopping! karaoke! swimming!

or whatever it is!

i dun mind.

so long y'all are with me and I'm not thinking bout' it

really wanna go out or somewhere

that can give me a break

it is -THE DEEPEST SCAR-

that will always remain in my heart

and it's not very easy to get through it

I'll never forget. how u treat me. I'll ALWAYS remember!

*CRY*

*****

~ Count the garden by the flowers,
never by the leaves that fall;
Count your life with smiles
And not the tears that rolls ~