Sorry for EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey guys......... just wanna say sorry for once more...... I know I'm so so so so wrong...... I'M SORRY~~~~~ Wud u guys just forgive me???? I'm 'down' all the time.... I wanna feel like last time when we were all best frenz......

I always thinking wheter are u all gonna 4give me or not??? Each time when I'm on my way to skul, I'm always thinking how wud u guys treat me??? Is it the same like last time where we laugh.... talk..... sumtimes playing around 2gether or the other way round??? Sumtimes i'm even scared to be in skl...... i really regret wat i did..... but at least i said i wos sorry......

Haiz..... guys..... I'm really sorry.... Its been a long long time..... pls 4give me...... :( i promise i'll change~~~~~ pls???

And i wud really wanna say sorry to chian wei and hui ying... i know u both are looking forward to the pictures where i promised to update it in my blog but i've yet to fulfill it..... I do not have the cable..... so i cant transfer the pictures from my fone to the comp...... I'll try my best to ask my bro to bring the cable back from his hostel as soon as possible and i will update it.... I PROMISE!!!!!!

Once again, SORRY TO ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wad a PRECIOUS CHANCE~~~~~~

Hey there....... long time didnt blog...... lol =] Oh wells..... i'll start bloggin' now..... here it goes......

In this hols...... wow!!!! I could say it is the best hols ever~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!! I get to experience how to take care a dog....... My fren, Samantha she went for hols @ Pulau Tioman or is it Pulau Pangkor.... oh wadeva~~~~ its just some kind of pulau tats all...... She has 2 dogs...... And 1 more is her aunty's..... so total 3 dogs..... so she asked us whether we wanna help her take care her dog for about 4 days....... so i told her tat i wan..... but i said i'd got to ask my parents 1st..... and the next day i came to skl..... 1st thing i told her is YEAH!!!!! I CAN HELP U TAKE CARE THE DOG!!!! and so hui ying, chian wei and I each took a dog back home lo......

So Samantha send her dog (Cooky, if tat is how u spell)to my grandma's house as i was there to have my dinner..... so after she left..... my couzinz and i were playing wit Cooky..... as we do not have any dogs and this is the 1st time we have dog in our house...... lol.... IT WOS REALY FUN!!!!!!!! Then when I'm going back my home i brought Cooky along.... haha....... Then every morning, every afternoon, every evening and every night, I'll walk Cooky so tat it can poop and bla bla bla..... each and everyday, Samantha will call my hp to check out hows her dog doin'..... Wad a responsible owner..... lol hahahahxxx GOOD JOB !!!

Well..... everyday my parents will fetch my couzinz to my house so tat they could have fun wit the dog... they lurv it weih!!!!!!!! They could spend the whole day standing under the hot Sun just to play wit the dog.... lol..... they really like it.....

Until the day b4 when Samantha came to take her dog back..... My couzinz wos like asking me...... " can we not give your fren back the dog...... I really like it...." Of course i said cannot la.... this is not my dog le....... then i told them la.... if u wanna see her dog again we can perhaps go to her house to 'visit' Cooky lor (If Samantha dun mind) Their faces look really sad.... lol...... but wad to do...... tat'snot my dog lol.... haha then finally Samantha came to take her dog back.. then i started to clean my house just to prevent if there's any fur or stuff like tat..... hahaxx ITS REALLY FUN!!!! THAKNS SAMANTHA FOR LETTING ME HAVE THIS CHANCE!!!!! LUUUUURV YA!!!! MUAXX!!!!!

Hahahaha..... THKS you guys!!!!!

Hey...... Just wanna appologies for my attitude and so on....... Sorry..... Sorry..... Sorry if i am a little too much or wadeva.......

Sorry..... Didnt mean it...... Sorry....... Wud u guys forgive me ???? Thks for reminding me about myself..... if not i'm gonna continue being so....... Argh~~~~ HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!

Nvm.... Sorry and thks to u guys for making me 'AWAKE'...... so.................... Can we still be frenz??? :)

Anyways....... hey..... today we played 'tat' game wos really cool!!!!!!! fun!!!!!! Who's suggestion is tat????? WAD A GENIUS!!!!!!!!!!! haha lol.........

Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.......... I felt so bad......... Forgive?????? PLS??????

Emo-ing.....

Dunno wad had happened to me?!?!?!?!? I just felt so emo........ No one were paying attention on me......... They were all just chatting by themselves...... It started like tat..... haiz....

We were asked to use the class downstairs( due to some reasons which i didnt and dun plan to write it in here..... ) so we(our whole gang)went in there and we sat behide the class which is just next to the class's back door. We save a place for 'her' as she is a prefect so she will come in class a little bit late. so we save tat place for her lo..... i didnt knew it!!!!!!! when she came in, she refuse to sit at the place we had saved for her.... she REFUSE!!!!!!!! b'cuz tat place is exstremely at the side of the class.... GUESS WAT'S HER REASON FOR DUN WAN TAT PLACE??? this is her reason : she cant pay attention when teacher is teaching ; there is too many ppl pass by, it's too noisy. THESE WEREN'T A REASON!!!!!!!! maybe she kinda dun lyk me or wadeva so she doesn't wan to sit next to me..... but THIS ISN'T RIGHT!?!?!??! Then everyone b'cuz of her had to change and move the tables just to fit her request....... WAD A WHORE!!!!!!! hate it......hmph~~~ then after she change her PLACE, everyone started to ignore me!!!!!!! I felt so left out!!!! I'm just trying to fit in!!!!! Thx to 'her'!!!! everyone felt so weird when she had this request..... WAT THE???? Like tat also can ar????? CRAZY!!!!! INSANE!!!!!!! so wadeva lo... since they didnt want to care bout me so i just sat there myself, lonely, EMO-ING~~~~

The next day.... worst still!!! another 'she' scolded me!!!!!!! she blame me for talking ' TOO ' much!!!!!! actually..... we went someone's house to eat pizza..... then we were talking talking talking..... then SMT's mom came to talk together wit us...... then i also talk lo..... then bla bla bla la..... its kinda complicated.... then when we went back to skl, 'she' scolded me!! say i talk 'TOO' much.....say feeling like slapping me at tat moment!!!!!! wth weih!!!!!!!!! then i said sorry and emo AGAIN!!!! I cried too......:( i wos thinking.... how could this be?!?!?!? we're frenz since we were in the same class..... how could she treat me like tat??????? no one cares bout me...... i cried!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh........... wat a sad day....... [ sigh ]

nvm la...... dun wanna talk bout it again....... when i went home...... i sms wif ...... a guy...... and tel him bout wat had happened on the day...... sms sms sms....... i cried again...... its really hurting la seriously........ he comfort me...... bla bla bla...........

WAD A MISERABLE DAY AND LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!! SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Christian Fellowship PARTY!!!!!!!!

Muahahahahhahaa........ SO HAPPY!!!!!!! Yesterday was my skl's CF community's pot luck!!!!!!! everyone brought some foods and we shared them together......

Yi Jun, Hui Ying, Chian Wei, May Yean, Samantha & me went there..... We started by singing some Christian songs then a game then MAKAN!!!!!!! hahahaha..... yummy.....MAMAMIA!!! We had lots of lots of FUN there!!!! Especially when we were eating.... haha..... I brought my handphone there too!!!! SSSSSHHHHHHHH!!! Guru dicipline didnt know.... haha..... If they know??? i'm so gonna die!!!! haha.... lucky tat day dun hav spot check heee heeee

We took many many pictures..... We were like.... CAM WHORE!!!!!!!!!!! hahahah..... anyways these are sweet memories so why wouldn't we take a picture and remember it???? hahahaha
we really had lots of fun!!!! FRENZ ALWAYS MAKE US ENJOY WITHOUT ANY WORRIES!!!!! ahahahaha...... so we shud really cherish it~~~~~~~

I'll be uploading the pictures later on..... cuz i'm so exstremely busy nowadays........ heee heee plus, finals are aroung the corner.... so i gotta work out!!!!! haha

W33kly R3vi3w~~~~

Hey guy and gals.... Sry for not uploading my blog for such a long time.... hope you guys forgive me...... haha...... many things happened this whole week weih.......!!!!! HAPPY!!!!!! okay.... lets get starting......ahem** ahem** here we go.... once upon a time..... bla bla bla....

Last sunday.... After i send my dad to the airport i went bak home and ready myself b'cuz i'm going outing wif my frenz @ sunway pyramid..... haha =] Once we reached there..... we went to the cinemas to buy tickets 1st to watch " Money No Enough II ".... haha.... GUESS WAT?!?!?!? i saw some of my ex-classmates there too!!! Chow Liang & Guan Ren..... they were there wif their GANG!!!! Wow!!! tat show wos totally FUNNY!!! HILLARIOUS!!!! but yet TOUCHING!!!! we went in the theatre and then came out wif RED EYES!!!!! hahahahahah....... the front part was exstremely funny but almost the end it wos very touching..... tat time, we started to cry.... haha... we were all asking tissues all around...... wakakakakaka!!!!!!

Before we went in to the theatre, we went to Kim Gary's restaurant to hav our lunch cuz the movie starts kinda late tat time though.... haha after tat..... we went for bowling..... haha..... we had a bet too!!! the one wif the lowest marks will hav to "belanja" the others by eating lollipops hahaha....... after bowling we were kinda like separated as some of us wanna go for arcade and some of us wanna go shopping.....

After playing arcade and shopping, we meet up at somewhere and 2gether we walked to the cinema to buy some popcorns and there we went.... into the theatre..... haha O.O after the movie ended, i went back wif Chian Wei as i wanna watch "CAMP ROCK" and my parents dun allow me to stay at the shopping mall for such a long time...... heeeheeee

Well~~~~ I think tats all for now..... pictures will be uploaded later..... heeeeeheeeee BYE!!!!!!

" Fikir dan jawab " ?!?!?!??!

rule #1 people who had been tagged must write their answers in their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.



rule #2 tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.



Tagged by Yi Jun & May Yean



1. if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Erm.... I'll cry ( although it isnt worth it ), blame myself why is my 'eye sight' so BAD!!! Never gonna start a new one again.....???


2. if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Get flying colours in all examinations, be a doctor, my frenz and families would always stay healthy and happy, and of course could travel around the world..... heeeheeee


3. whose butt would you like to kick?
My fwens.... thus, they kicked mine too!!! ahahah


4. what would you do with a billion dollars?
Save 'em, to future my studies at anywhere i like, buying stuff tat i lurv, for my families especially my parents.....


5. will you fall in love with your best friend?
Perhaps.... If i really love him.....


6. which is more blessed? loving someone or being loved by someone?
I'll choose the latter..... it means the 2nd one..... hahahahzzz


7. how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Depends on how deep do i love him and is it worth waiting......

8. if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Let him off my mind and stop thinking about him and find another guy....


9. is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yea... I meant DUHHH~~~~ Frenz and families...... they are always there supporting me when i'm down :P


10. what takes you down the fastest?
Dunno.... perhaps everything tat irritates me.....


11. how would you see yourself in ten years time?
A happy and successful gurl that has everything she wished for.... But of course i've gotto study hard now in order to make tat wish come true....


12. who is currently the most important to you?
Owh.... tat's a piece of cake..... families and frenz of course~~~


13. what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Kind... Good hearted... Friendly... Nice.... Caring....


14. would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Er.... i'll choose neuther of 'em!!! I'll choose happy , a little rich, and most of all, being love.... haha


15. what's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Brush my teeth, wash my face, wash up.... and get ready to WORK IT OUT!!!! wakakakakka


16. would you give all in a relationship?
Mostly no..... Depends loooo......


17. if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
In order to be fair, neither of them..... But in order to be a bit selfish and to think about myself, i choose the one tat loves me more and i love him too and would treat me the same in the future.....


18. would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone had done to you?
Depends whether is it worth it or not?????


19. do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
having a relationship????


20. If a handsome guy/pretty girl said I love you to you. But you don't know who are she/he. What will you do?
Perhaps get to know him.... or maybe just say thx but i do not know u..... or maybe also ignore him if he is too annoying.....hahahhaha



tagged 5 ppl:
Zi Ning
Qian Hui
Xiao Hui
Eugene
Nicole

Allllllll crazy......

WAKAKAKAKAK~~~~ MUAHAHAHAHAH~~~~~

Having fun eating Mc.

Group photo?????



Yi Jun & me~~~ hahaha



CCW..... You eating burger arrrr!?!?!?



hehehehehheheheehh~~~~~



CCW!!! Why u put 'my' tie?!??!?!?!?

Came my hse, ate mcdonald, after ICTL class

hahahah~~~ ying & may holding french fries...... hahaha...... they wanna fight!!!! help!!!!



VAMPIRE & RABBIT~~~~~ heeeeheeeee



-.- may drinking coke while i'm eating fries!!! yay!!!



Hahahah..... Ying so cute~~~~~



Yi Jun!?!?!? Wat on earth are you doing!?!?!?!?

Holidays?!?! NOOOO.... Bak to skool~~~~

Heeeheeeeheeeeheeee....... =]





Haha.... Sis, Freeah & me..... -.-







Hey..... :)







???? Wakakakkaka!!!!!!!!







Wearing my tie.... Getting ready to skool~~~

Gila Christmas!!!!!!!!!

May & Jun ransack my wardrobe.... lolzzz



Wow!!! May!!! Yeng ah~~~ haha=] But Christmas is on 25th dec, not now.... hahaha



Yi Jun... can see yr eyes~~~ haha^_^ cute lil gurl



haha.... all crazy d... Christmas isn't now le~~~



2 angels..... In front of my wardrobe.... hahazzz

p1(Turezzzz =]

Blekkkkk~~~~



MUAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!!!



Before going skool~~~~



Wat da matter?!?!??!?!



I'm in Penang!!!! In my grandma's house... hahaz :)

Jing & Qian.... @Sunway..... Gathering... Tuesday.....hahax



Guan??? Why stand so far???? Feeling left out???



Wakakakaka!!!!! Derel!!!!! Why hide behide!?!?!? Spoil the whole pic le.... lol....jkjk



Haha.... Wanna kiss her~~~ lolzzz



Hehe ^_^


Holidays..... Went gathering wif ex-classmates.... Had lotzzzz of fun!!!! ahahaha.... Derel wos there too!!! He came back for holidays..... He then went back to Malacca for studies..... haiz.....

Anyways.... We really had fun though..... Eventhough not many people went..... haha =] We also went for movies.... The Mummy!!!! Haha.... GUESS WAT!?!?!? Qian, Jing & me SHOUTED in the CINEMA!!!!!!! WAT!?!??!?!?!?!?!? HOW EMBARASSED IS TAT!?!??!?!?! I KNOW!!!! haha....

:) Hehe.... Late d lor..... Next time only write more and upload more picturezzzz..... Haha GUD NITEZ EVERYONE!!!!!! SEE YA MUAXXX!!!!!

Its b33n a 10ng 10ng t1m3 ag0~~~

Hey... Very long didnt blog d loh.... HAHAX.... These few days many things happened and I'm also kinda busy ya know..... So dun hav tat 'PRECIOUS' time to blog....Oh well, here is goes... AHEM* AHEM*

Yesterday[lets start from yesterday, kay?], wos friday and also the last day in skl for this term laa, nth special la, just a form 1 malay gurl [ whom got possesed last few days, i will write it more in details ltr on ] came back to skul, she fine but she cant really recognize ppl d.... how sad it is.... haiz..... after recess is wos science class..... as usual we went down to the lab....then teacher let us copy the notes for chapter 6(i think).....till the last 30 minutes b4 tat lesson ends, teacher let us practise our class choir thing.... we sang 'Keranamu M'sia'... Some guys weren't cooperating well, so me and few of my frenz walk around the lab to make sure everyone sings.... We were going aroung and lyk " weih, sing la u all.... u all wanna win but dun wan to cooperate, thn how to win..... sing laaaa " we went shouting and yelling......haha.... but eventually they did cooperate la..... Thank God!!! lol

Wednesday, which is also the same week.... The form 1 malay girl whom i said she wos possesed..... we knew it when we were all having PJK..... It goes like tat... We ( me, sam, may, ying, jun and others la ) were playing frisbee and some basketball....then i think my class monitar came and tel us tat the malay girl got possesed AGAIN!!! Then we were all shocked and stunned!!!! [GASP] then we stopped everything tat we were playing and wnet to take a look.... she wos in a car, but i dunno whose car laa, her whole face wos like..... argh, dunno how to discribe laa...... It wos total scary..... lol, me and sam pura-pura walked through tat car and we saw her..... there's a malay woman inside wif her laa, i think praying 4 her.... pitty her la wieh.... thn there is also many teachers standin' outside the car, i think to like guard the girl in case she suddenly run out from the car.....it wos almost finish skul time..... then we walked bak to our class..... and this incident became like a ' hot topic in our whole skl'...really pitty her laa.... haiz....
cuz she wos possesed once last week and when she wos in primary.... last week, ppl say she wos sitting on the bench outside the library la, thn suddenly she started to act very weird and then followed by shouting and yelling..... then some passerby teachers quickily pushed her into the surau as the surau is at the same level where she is.... but she refused.... thn she BANG the door of the surau and fell down to the floor, and keep shouting and yelling...... thn i think after a while she alright d.... then she get up from the floor and asked curiously why is her whole body so painful..... wat is happening.... she asked..... wow!!! it wos really terrifying....

thn da next day.....tuesday.... our class normally uses the class downstairs..... as the form 4's have 11th period.... so..... we'll have to use other classes lor...... so we were using the class which is very nearby the bilik pengawas.... the skul choir team were actually singing in tat room.... thn suddenly a form 2 gurl cried and ran out from tat room.... she said she saw something tat is not suppose to be seen and she feels some cold air blowing her ONLY!!! she was shocked!!! and she cried cried thn the teacher incharge wos like talking to her, calmed her down and also pray for her i think.... thn right after her, another gurl started crying also.... then another..... basically, i think there is 3 to 4 gurls cry of the same reason.... thn our whole class were talking bout tat thing laa.... i wos kinda scared though.... haha..... thn i think tat night, there is some bomoh came to our skl and do 'those thing' la....i think it's b'cuz now, it is the CHINESE GHOST FESTIVAL according to the chinese lunar calender.... tat's y so many things happened in my skul.....haiz.... thn the next day, everything went back to normal.....phew....

[SIGH] SPM is cuming, PMR is cuming, FINAL EXAM is cuming!!!!! AAAHHH~~~ i've got to work twice harder in order to get into good classes next year, form 2.... haiz..... Its gonna be tough.... haiz...... hope all my buddies could also do well in their finals or in PMR or in SPM.... Gud luk everyone!!! GAMBATEH!!! JIA YOU!!!