im afraid..... im scared..... i dare not face the truth nor the decision....

i have no idea wats going on wif me
today felt so moody and emo in class
well, my frenz noticed tat and asked me wat happened?
i wasnt planning to tell
but they were asking consistently
so i juz 'burst' out everything since i can stand it anymore
like confession....

thanks you guys.... lurve u all muchie~!
perhaps, it's my prob
perhaps, i thinked too much
perhaps, it's a mistake from the start
perhaps, it's juz a misunderstanding
perhaps.........
argh~! gosh, i cant believe i cry b'cuz of that
i CRIED~!

anywayz, thanks for giving me so many advices
i felt so great after that 'confession'
i'll think about it.....
haiz..... i'll just let bygones be bygones
and follow the flow....
maybe that's the best way and the only way

wth~! i cant concentrate in my studies anymore...
tat's not the way its suppose to be
[cry] i thought i cud manage both.... but...... haiz
but im not brave enuf to make that decision
i'm scared....

[sigh*cry] im off now....